Monday, June 23, 2008;

eii juz find tis song really really meaningful...
it juz describe dhe situation eim in now...
haixz...
but eii cannot find dhe song...
sadded...

2dae ferst dae of skewl...
my hart ached so much wen eii saw hym..
eii guesse eii really cannot avoid it...
eii have to admit tat eii still love hym dhe same...
eii really miss hym...
haixz...
wonder wen my second chance will come...
eii really need it...

if euu understand dhe words...
euu will agree wit me tat tis song is really meaningful...

kenangan bersama kekal selamanya
sekali pun kau hilang dimata
sering aku merindu
terkenangku senyumanmu
detik pertama berseminya cinta
kian tiba penghujung waktu
saling berlinangan nan pilu
Setiaku menyayangi
Tiadaku kesali
Walau kian hanya berteman
Seribu kenangan bagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka dariku hidup tanpa kenal cintamu
terkenangku senyumanmu
detik pertama berseminya cinta
kian tiba penghujung waktu
Saling berlinangan nan pilu
Setiaku menyayangitiada ku kesali
walau kian hanya berteman
seribu kenanganbagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersamarela akhirnyaku terluka
dariku hidup tanpa kenal cinta
walau kian hanya berteman
seribu kenangan bagiku terlalu indah
setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
Dariku hidup tanpa kenal cintamu
Tanpa kenal cintamu




LOVEmeTWICE 6:01 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008;

todae was okay lar...
poor syukran still crying...
especially wen changing hys diapers...
so poor ting!!
it must hav hurtt a lot...
stay strong baby...
love euu always...
todae daddy not working again...
takecare of syuk...
but todae dunno why...
mummy nd daddy mood not as nice as yesterdae...
but still...
daddy bought breakfast...
yayy!!
dun have to prepare aniting for myself... hhee...
REMINDERR!! *scroll to wish list*
...
...
STOP BEING LAZY!!!
hhaa...
eii dunno how to larr...
it juz runs in my blood...
how??!
haixz...
try harder aqidah...
smsed hym juz now...
nd guess wat??
he replied!! after wat eii considered years...
but he juz hurtt me more...
eii tink eii shall forget him totally...
eim trying to work sumting out nd he's juz a total hartache...
so disappointed...
is he dhe guy eii put so much hope on??
omg... eii must have been blind!!
okay... stop it...
juz making myself depressed again...
gotta go...
love euu peeps...
hate tat bloody f***ing a**hole...
spoil my dae...




LOVEmeTWICE 8:10 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008;

currently at home wit my sis... mummy, daddy nd bro go clinic...
no no...
no one is sick...
its juz tat baby bro will have to be circumcized...
poor boy...
hope he's okay...
he's my only love now... haixz...
hope he wun dissappoint me..
gonna lead hym well...
niwaes... started dhe dae really well...
woke up nd dhe ferst ting eii saw was big breakfast nd mcgriddles on dhe dining table!!
nd found out daddy not working...
love my mummy nd daddy larr...
eii guess... being nice to people issnt tat hard actually...
nd it really pays off...
nd eii finally realise tat tings really happen for a reason...
if not for tat incident...
eii would never change nd treat people betta...
but dhe hartbreak is still unbearable lar...
haixz...
hope eii will get over it soon...
back to where eii was... yarr...
so ate breakfast wit mummy daddy nd sis...
eii really miss eating together wit dem...
daddy is never at home...
haixz...
nd half way thru...
bro started crying... milk tym!!
hhaa...
milk tym is always a chaos...
everyone will start running...
making milk... get tat hungry baby... stop hym from screaming... hhaa...
but its fun larr...
den abt 1 lyk tat... go vista buy lunch...
ate together agian... betta make full use of dhe tym wit daddy while he's at hm...
dunno wen will be dhe next tym eii'll see hym again...
poor daddy...
always have to do overtym to provide for us...
especially now... always must buy milk... diapers...
haixz...
but no matter how hard tyms rr...
knowing tat eur family will be dere for euu...
nuting can ever go wrong...
YAYY!! eii've finally start loving my family...
thanx '___'...
eventho losing euu was really hard to come with...
eii've learnt a lot from it...
okays... tats all for now... try to update soon okays...
takecare peeps...
LOVE YA!!




LOVEmeTWICE 4:55 PM

finally created a new blog...
my hart juz hurtts reading back my previous posts on tat blog...
those happy moments... haixz...
why am eii so horrible?!!
kk... stop it... tis blog will be dhe start of my new, happy(hopefully) lyf...
so... yeah...
created a new blog... do tag me yea...
nd link me up...




LOVEmeTWICE 4:47 PM

{PROFILE}


NAME(:aqidah prefer to be known as Qqidd
CLASS(:4e2 not sure if euu truly love dhe class cos sum peeps 'pilih kasih'
SCH(:woodgrove sec >finally admitting tat eim a woodgrover after over 7 years!!
ZODIAC(:monkey!! a very very notty one
HOROSCOPE(:LEO* very proud to be part of it
BIRTHDAY(:thirtyJULY !!presents rr very most welcome!! =p

{ADORES}

>CHOCOLATTE!! chocolates rr dhe reasons why eim still alive now!!
>TEDDIES!! dhe love of my life, my true sincere buddies.. :D
>BABY SYUKRAN! dhe cutest person who managed to sneak into my hart..
>(TAT SPECIAL SUMONE) my hart will always be open for euu..



{WISHES}

**to be a fillial child
*to live with no regrets(which eim having a lot now!! :<)
*to be able to win hys hart
*to have more MONEY!! :( eim really in need of dem!!
*****STOP BEING LAZY!!!



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{CALENDAR}

tis month BDAE
~:30JULY!! MY BERFDAE!! *smiles*
~:31JULY--ALIFF DUMDUM berfdae

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June 2008